feitphikz

ughhhh art is a pain

i've had a video game planned since 2017 and i'm finally confident enough with the story to. like. make a visual novel out of it. but i have to do. even more writing now. it is very tedious. and don't get me started on the art............ art is so hard sometimes. i wanna start a team for my games called Team Quandary, and i wanna ask people to help me with it, but i'm too scared to ask for help cuz it will make me seem manipulative or needy. so i'm tryna do this stuff all on my own. but, my brain is very smushed and rotten due to social media, so thinking of stuff is very hard.

but i really wanna work on some games!!!! i already have someone on-board who wants to do music for it. but i just need someone to assist with writing, maybe some backup artists who can do like colouring n stuff for me. still more writers. the story is from the perspective of someone with autism who gets bullied for it, so i wanna get non-autistic people on-board to give ideas on what bad guys in the story could be like and make communication more realistic since i'm bad at that stuff (i overexplain things a lot).

i'd also like someone to help me with programming (someone with experience working with ren'py) whenever i am confused by something, since i have trouble with not understanding a lot of information. i can't understand something unless it's explained in extreme amounts of detail. so, i want help with that.

but, aside from the visual novel, i'd like to make flash games. i wanna make a point n click game inspired by the spy fox games, and i also wanna make a virtual pet flash game. i need help with writing for the point n click game and ideas for the pet game. i already know what the games will be about and the gimmicks behind them but. augh.

i use linux so i was thinking of using the wick editor for my "flash" games.

hello! my name is feit n i'm here on dreamwidth as an alternative to social media, where i just yell into the void and no one listens. it's lonely out there!

i was going to create a separate blog on my own website, but it was kinda hard to do for my tiny little baby brain, so i'm moving to dreamwidth instead. how retro!

anyway, here are some things about me. i love art and writing stories! i have a webcomic and all kinds of things i've been doing that i'd love to share on here eventually. here's one of my drawings:

(summer art made to promote my webcomic)

i also have a favourite oc (original character) that i've made. his name is sylvianis ergo. he's crazayyyyy but i love him so, SO much. he is my baby (even though he is a 38-year-old man)

he has a brother, too, but i don't give him too much attention ::/

my favouritest band ever is The Residents, although my primary musical taste is electronic stuff. i'm a dj and i love playing stuff that no one has ever heard before (although i do make sure that it's actually good)

i'm a senior in high school so don't be a creep to me, but anything goes for me, as i'm a particularly spooky fella (even though i dress in rainbows and bright colours hehe)

i'm also a lesbian and my girlfriend is very pretty

oki byeeeeeee mwah mwah mwah